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[01 Nov 2005|05:12pm]
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oh man. [!!!] [29 Oct 2005|02:54pm]
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HCpics [17 Oct 2005|04:58pm]
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Click here to view pictures from Troy High Homecoming 2005: A Night on the Strip, Las Vegas!Collapse )
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TREASURE ISLAND [13 Oct 2005|08:57pm]
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Float parties are the absolute shit.
I am so glad I got involved with that this year.
If you didn't go, you missed out.

Seniors oh six will totally bring down the underclassmen, and I only feel about 0.37% sorry for them.

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Hi. [09 Oct 2005|03:45pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I haven't really updated in a while.
& A lot has happened.

Last week I went to the football game and that was a lot of fun. The dance after was lame. But then I went down to Birmingham with Eric and we just walked around and made fun of all the old drunk people. Saturday was the MSU/UofM game, so naturally, people went to Tauscher's and we had a party. Later on, I got bored and wanted to go out, but Andy had called and he ended up coming over. So did Ben and Andrew. All of us and Tony watched Crash... It is honestly, one of the best & touching movies I have ever seen in my life. I don't remember what happened on Sunday, probably because it wasn't important.

This week I was super busy.
I found out I made it on to power puff. I think I am going to give my spot up to Lacey though. I think it's really shitty how that system works. I want to play so bad. & I have wanted to play since last year. But I don't think it is fair that she didn't get picked and she was the one who signed me up.

Umm lemme see.. this weekend was alright I suppose.
Friday I was feeling a bit sick so I took some medicine and fell asleep. Then I realized I had to babysit so I went over to babysit Gracie and I got my precalc done, which was good. Then I came home and had to take Tony to the Roch.Adams game... I pretty much was in for the night. I made some plans and they got broken, so I rented SE7EN and ended up not watching it. I fell asleep around 11.

Last night was sweet.
I went to GLC with Kirsten.
Later I went out to dinner with my mom and dad, and then went to Farmer Jack and my parents and I did a drive by. It was funny. Our car was filled with alcohol. I got home around 8:50ish, and around 9 Eric called and I went to meet him in Birmingham with everyone. To give you an idea as to how many people were there, the entire back row of the theatre was full of brother rice / marian people. Waiting was one of the funniest movies I have ever seen.
& then later, I talked to Ulten forever and it made me really happy.

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YAY HOCKEY'S BACK ON [05 Oct 2005|10:04pm]
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hockey hockey hockey!!!!!!

St. Louis couldn't even keep up with the Wings.
THE WINGS SO TOTALLY KICKED THEIR ASSES!! ♥

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View it as half full & everything will come SO much easier! & always be confident WAZAHOO [04 Oct 2005|04:05pm]
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I figured I should update.

Things are good aside from my headaches. I don't really feel like writing about them since I already have on a few occasions. I go for my EEG next Monday. I'm nervous but hopefully we'll finally figure some shit out.


I am so totally excited for HC'05 Night On The Strip. I love♥ homecoming. I always have. & this year I'm so so excited because every year it just keeps getting better and better. It will only be as good as you make it to be. So I advise all you seniors to have the most fun humanly possible because this is your last homecoming.


He might take a road trip ~ love.

Has anyone's senior year been exactly what they thought it was going to be like? There is so much work! ooh mann. It isn't so much fun yet, but it will get better!

I guess that's all I really wanna write at the moment.
So I'll leave you with one final statement...
Bill Adams.

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thursday is ... [28 Sep 2005|03:43pm]
Attn. all THS people. Jon Thomas wants everyone to dress up tomorrow for Hawaiian Shirt Day. Do not forget!
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[27 Sep 2005|08:38pm]
12 CP test
Personal Comm test
Precalc test
History quiz
Film / Lit test
Vocab test
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Slaughterhouse Five paper
12 CP Myth project
Personal Comm project

I know I am missing so much more too... What else must I accomplish this week?!
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Yeah in 2nd grade, we had to put on OUR THINKING CAP... what a hoe. hahaha, I <3 Physics 2 [26 Sep 2005|10:16pm]
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This weekend was crazy.
Friday, Dan, Deana, Kirsten and I went ice skating and then bowling to celebrate Kirsten's 17TH BIRTHDAY! [GUESSWHAT!]I didn't suck at bowling this time!

On Saturday I wanted to take Kirt out; we went to down town Royal Oak and roamed around. We then went driving around that area, and we saw an African American walking down his driveway getting his mail. He lived on Jamaica St. It was ironic. I took Kirsten to Plato's Closet, then out to dinner, and then to Java Hutt. We got bored so I called up Eric, and we went to Kaz's house. What a party- it consisted of John jumping off the roof, some guy jumping off the roof naked into the pool, girls and guys switching bathing suits, playboy/playgirl poses.... and just everything! We [Eric, Jeff, Dave, Kirsten, & I] went back to Kirsten's to have a bonfire, and ended up hanging out in the park. It was a wonderful night.

Sunday was not interesting so I'd rather not bore anyone with the details.

Today was good- school was so so. I hung out with Eric tonight and it was a lot of fun, especially the part where we went to the library, and we went downstairs and the guy there was pissed because they were colsing and we were down there. hah. hah. You had to be there.

Anyways.. tomorrow's Tuesday!? hm.


Pictures from the weekendCollapse )
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Today was fun filled with convos about "black people on Jamaica st" lazy eyes & blind people! [25 Sep 2005|12:06am]
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Just to let everyone know:
Blind people feel in the dark
that was seriously, the funniest thing all night!

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white boxes suck [23 Sep 2005|03:28pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Wednesday I went to the neurologist.
He diagnosed me with chronic migranes. Hahaha duh, I could have told you that. He gave me two different kinds of meds to take & then I have to go back in 3 weeks to get an EEG done.

I took the meds yesterday and they made me so sick. It really sucks.

But what sucks more is that our damn physics project we put so much time and effort into it and every single time it worked -- but because of the stupid wind, we failed. That makes me so mad because we did put so much effort into it, and had nothing to show for it. Ug.

Damn wind.

oh well!!

Right now I'm eating a red barron pizza to remind me of the tastiness of the box pizzas. nothing is up to par on those man.

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recaponemotions [20 Sep 2005|07:51pm]
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[*edit -- Eric is amazing: http://www.westegg.com/unmaintained/carnegie/stop-worry.html *]
The past two weeks have been rather interesting. I'm going to vent.
I fucking hate it when people are like, "yeah. I know how you feel." No you do not, ok. & I know my life isn't as bad as the kids suffering from AIDS in Africa, or the people who have lost everything due to Hurricane Katrina. I am aware of this.

In my standards, right now I have it... middling? I suppose. It's not horrible, but I've been so much goddamn better. School is fucking pissing me off-- I am way too busy. I get so much homework, and I rarelt have time for myself-- not to mention that I am involved with NHS and will be involved with Young Writers, and Environmental Activists. I cannot tell you the last time I played bass. That is so depressing.

Hmm, so my best friend has totally lost interest with hanging out with me because I don't get drunk. How pathetic. That annoys the shit out of me. The only time she calls me is when I ask about her in the message. Whatever. It's so hard for me because I am so sick of dropping EVERYTHING that I am doing and rush over to meet her every need which has happened more than once. & When I need her-- where the hell is she and why can't she make time for me the same way I do for her.

I'm sick of highschool drama. YOU FUCKING BITCHES & ASSHOLES, IT IS NOT THE FUCKING END OF THE WORLD CHILL OUT. So what if your clothing doesn't match, so what if you broke a nail, so what if your homecoming dress isn't the EXACT colour you wanted it to be, so what if you don't have a date, so what if your best friend got asked by the guy you wanted to go with. Honestly, you will not die. Trust me.

These college apps & shit are really stressing me out as well. College, at this moment, can go blow a horse. I'm just really lost-- and really confused. [aren'tweall?]

& My headaches, I know what you are thinking [wah wah, the bitch is complaing about her head again...]. I leave school tomorrow during 3rd hour and I am getting my MRI done. yayy.. I really hope to God they do not find something sever like a tumor since my eye doctor said it's a possibility.

My body is falling apart, and part of it goes to my "emo bag." That P.O.S. freaking hurts my back [when I have many heavy books in it] like none other -- Why don't you buy a new one? Well my friend, unlike the many people that live in Troy, I don't have the money to just run out and buy a new backpack.

What else can I complain about.
Oh yeah, the fact that I never vent to anyone because I feel like I'm complaining. I'm always the one that everyone comes to. Even when I vent to people they are just like, "well............. I'm sorry. That sucks." or they will be like, "yeah." Hmm, thanks for the advice people. Thanks for the help.

If everyone counts on me, then who can I count on, besides myself?

Damn, this is a super long post.

Oh---- and my weekends have sucked as well. I think I'd much rather be at school sleeping than at my house on the weekends. My mom has been drinking more than she should have been on the weekends. It gets annoying. She says some pretty hurtful things while under the influence, and she's hit me-- well play hitting but I told her to stop and she obviously didn't hear me? I dunno, it stresses me out.

I've also just been way to damn lonely. It really hurts. I don't think anyone truly understands that the person I love lives too far away, and the fact that I cannot see this person at all breaks my heart -- breaks it every day. Oh, and the fact that "the code" will always be a part of friendships really pisses me off. I truly am sick of sacrificing my happiness for someone elses I always put everyone before me. I always put their needs before my own. JTalley said thats my flaw-- that, that is where I am wrong. She told me that if the thing I want makes me happy and is something worth fighting for then I should go for it. Other people tell me that I should just do what I want.. I want to do what I want but I suppose other people's happiness is more important at times... IDK??




So do you think it's cool how I lost 6000 pictures
My college essays
My research paper for Film / Lit
every poem / piece of music I wrote
& Over 4000 songs
off of my computer. Yeah, I do. I think it's a party.

I SHOULD be writing my paper, but instead I am updating this worthless piece of crap that no one will read, or if they do, they will just comment and be like, "cheer up." Yeah, thankfuckingyou. YOU know how hard that is when you feel like absolute shit inside and everyone is like "oh, feel better!!!" Yes, I appreciate it, but it's just gay.


Basically, to sum up the things I chose to write about that are bothering me, I am just sick of sacraficing my happiness for other people. I've done it too many times, and I deserve to make myself happy this time. I am so damn depressed, but if I show it, then people will get mad-- people depend on my cheerfull-ness to make them feel better, or so I've been told. It's just gross how I have to pretend to be happy when all I am is just, mad, depressed, annoyed, and sick of my life at the moment. But I will continue to fake a smile! WAAhoo. MMkay. This entry is completely emo; I 47% apoligize for that.

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[18 Sep 2005|12:39am]
reminder *
slaughterhouse five.
film / lit
precalc
12cp
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kjrgewshskd!! [11 Sep 2005|10:59pm]
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I will edit this tomorrow.
I need to write all this down so I don't forget.
Green Day fucking kicked major ass! OMG! Best / Loudest concert of my life!
*American Idiot
*Jesus of Suburbia
*Holiday
*Are We the Waiting / St. Jimmy
*Longview
*Basket Case
*Brain Stew / Jaded
*Hitchin' A Ride
*Minority
*Intro to Letterbomb
*She
*Wake Me Up When September Ends
*2000 Lightyears Away
*Maria
*Boulevard of Broken Dreams
*We Are the Champions

omg, there is another one, or a few, but I forget

AHHH BEST CONCERT EVER SOOOOO HAPPY I GOT TO GO.

The lighting was fucking awesome and the explosions were amazing! Ah!

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xoua [11 Sep 2005|02:50pm]
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This weekend has been nuts. TROY WON A FOOTBALL GAME. That was amazing. And so was Big Boy afterwards. Saturday I was feeling down and I went out to dinner with my mom and brother and then went out to Bham with Kirsten. And then afterwards went to the island for a half hour. I like cute boys. There was a spider on the inside of my car and it scared me shitless. When I got home I sorta just, broke down. There is so much shit going on and I was so annoyed and I just bawled my eyes out. It was stupid. I went to bed around 3 and I didn't even wanna wake up this morning since all I have to do is a shit load of homework, and then go to a concert. Not looking forward to it either, unfortunately. No one can go so I may have to go with just my brother. Gr. Ah. I hate this weekend.

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Gah, what else am I forgetting [07 Sep 2005|09:48pm]
[ mood | organised ]

Reminders for Amanda:
* This weekend sometime = movies with Spencer & Kirt.
* Sunday, Sept 11 : Green Day
* Wednesday, Sept 14 : NHS meeting at 7:00AM
* Monday, Sept 19 : College Night at Athens 6:30 - 8:30
* Tuesday, Sept 20 : MSU 8:45 AUD
* Sunday, Sept 25 : Kirsten's 17th birthday
* Tuesday, Sept 27 : Film / Lit paper due <-- hall ass girl.
* Thursday, Sept 29 : Grand Valley 2:30 CR
* Friday, Sept 30 : CMU 7:40 LR

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that will be 12.99 for that new creed cd [06 Sep 2005|05:43pm]
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Kay.
So my head is spinning right now. There is soooo much work to do. College Applications suck. hahahaha weeee. I couldn't find Lorelli today to ask when the next NHS meeting will be taking place. I pray to God it is not tomorrow. I'm going to organize a food / clothing drive for NHS and send all that stuff down south. woo. I feel like a saint.

Uhmm. my head hurts.
I love it how I opened this page ready to write something important down, and I totally lost my train of thought. la la la la la la. Uhmm. ohkay.

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foxy lady [05 Sep 2005|01:07pm]
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These things have so made my day!

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conversation with SpencerCollapse )


AHH HAHA!! I LOVE THIS
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*foxy lady*



I hate this damn paperclip.
This is so true as well!!
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& this. My myspace friend told me this.
How many emo kids does it take to change a lightbulb?

Three.
1. One to screw the new lightbulb in.
2. One to take a picture of it.
3. One to put that picture up on myspace!

ahhh ahahaha I loved that one too.
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my love is all I have to give [03 Sep 2005|04:04pm]
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Ok.
Since this is my journal, I am going to complain in it.
Ulten isn't coming down next weekend. I am upset, but I understand. He promised me he'd see me before it snows, which, given that I live in Michigan, it could snow tomorrow. hehe. I just really wanted my first time to be with him-- seeing Green Day you sicko. But whatever, I'll still have fun!



EEE, I woke up this morning with a pounding headache, and my arm hurts from my shot and my body just felt like I had run into a brick wall. I wasn't feeling well at all. I checked my temp. and I have a fever. wonderful. I am always sick on the days we have off of school! I am NEVER sick during school. grr.



So now! GREAT NEWS
My peditrician didn't know what was wrong with my headaches. So I saw the eye doctor today. My perscription has not changed. God, I was really hoping it would. So now, I have to see a neurologist and get an MRI done so they can see if I have a tumor or something like that. Great, I am not looking foward to that. [oh, and if you couldn't tell, that "GREAT NEWS" up there was complete sarcasm]

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